She is special :)

To me, She is like a celebrity. I admire her, adore her and at the same time, respect her. I look at her with awe from a distance. Her personal traits do not matter to me as they are not the reason for my attraction towards her. Like in my “People looking at their favorite cars” analogy, there is something special in her which I would like my girl to have. She is not the one who I want but I wouldn't wish for anything else  if my girl is half as good looking as she is. I never ogled at her. I looked at with reverence and admiration. It was like looking at something which was so close to perfection when all that you hear from your surroundings is that nothing is/can be perfect. The most confusing part about my admiration towards her is that I honestly do not know the reason that attracted me to her in the first place. Yes, she was beautiful but she wasn't the first beautiful girl I have seen and I have seen many beautiful girls after that. But there was something in her which appealed to the real me and not the social me. Looking at her was like looking at a baby’s smile. It was like sitting on the bank of a pond and getting lost into your fantasy world. You know that it is unreal but the pleasure that you get is something you cannot put into words. It is similar to the delight you get when you see a beautifully sculpted sand castle. You know that you can never live in it and you also know that however hard you tried you cannot make one yourself. But for some strange reason you will happy and drift into a fantasy making that castle an important prop in your grand play.